well I have finals coming; I am ready to go on break and oh yeah I am going to try another futile attempt to ask a girl out, which, will probably end in her saying she is busy and me going away with my tail between my legs. What a world. There really is only one universal truth, that everybody wants to be wanted. There is no time when you don't want to be wanted by somebody, even if you think there is. I just feel right now as if there is nothing that I can do or say to change anything, I also have quite the melancholy feeling. everything is just so plain, uneventful and dull. I think that I just need somebody in my life that will change my typical sarcastic ways of viewing the world. Well if life gives you lemons I guess make lemonade, just as long as life doesn't give you shit, because that drink would not taste too good. I never really got that whole life gives you lemons idea. I mean if life gives you lemons make lemonade, but it isn't lemonade if it is just the lemons, it is lemon juice, which is just as sour as the lemon. Lemonade requires sugar, which if life only gives you lemons then you don't really get lemonade you just get lemon juice, therefore you need life to give you something sweet to represent the sugar in the lemonade. So the phrase is more of a take the good with the bad (you take them both and then you have the facts of life, the facts of life. . . yea retro T.V.), rather than a look at things in a positive light kinda phrase, the whole meaning is changed! Well I just hope I get a pound of sugar for an answer rather than a pound of lemons, because the sugar would be sweeter (like you need a degree to figure that one out). I think I go just a bit more crazy and full of half-baked thoughts each day with the approach of finals and not knowing how this girl thinks of me. Darn it all, I knew if I started one of these on line journal things I would get hooked! Well better this that something harmful.